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    Sunday, October 25, 2009
    Dash Girl
    by: Yoon Eun Hye

    Meoributeo balkkeutkkaji nan neomuna ppeonppeon !!
    Tto georeulttaen teogeulttaenggigo dangdanghi tteostteos !!
    Naega hanbeon jinagamyeon bureowohaneun siseon
    Naedwien sumanheun namjadeurui Dash Girl
    Eonjena hwaryeohan oechure syopingeun peongpeong !!
    Tto oneul naeil geokjeonganhaedodwae geukkat dondon !!
    Ireonjeoreon gomin naegen eopsjyo imi wonhaneungeoseun
    Mwodeungaj yeossjiman

    Neoman bomyeon modeunge dalleojyeo Come on
    Saranghaeyo naege dagawa jwoyo
    Ireon naega nadoeosaekhajyo Bring on
    Geudae nae mam badajwoyo

    Naegaseumi kongkong naeipsuri kongkong
    Naemami naenuni naemodeunge
    Tto neomanbomyeon kongkong sumimakhyeo oo
    Ijen nae mameul da gajyeogayo

    You will be mine, will be mine
    I will be your forever lover
    You will be mine, will be mine
    I will be your forever lover

    (Rap)
    Neoegeman soljikhi nan sarangedaehan nae gamjeong
    Boyeojulge jinsimeuro naemaeryeoge pungdeong
    Maeumeul dameun pungseon! Nohchijimayo duson !
    Naenune meomchun siseon ! Siganeun geudaero meomchwosseo !

    Dubeondasi ojimoshal danhanbeonui lUV lUV
    Naejasinman saranghannan ireoljul mollassjyo NO NO !!
    Sarange modeungeol bachillae
    Ijen byeonhaji anheullae
    Geutorok wonhaessdeon dangsineul saranghae

    Neoman bomyeon modeunge dalleojyeo Come on
    Saranghaeyo naege dagawa jwoyo
    Ireon naega nadoeosaekhajyo Bring on
    Geudae nae mam badajwoyo

    Naegaseumi kongkong naeipsuri kongkong
    Naemami naenuni naemodeunge
    Tto neomanbomyeon kongkong sumimakhyeo oo
    Ijen nae mameul da gajyeogayo

    You will be mine, will be mine
    I will be your forever lover
    You will be mine, will be mine
    I will be your forever lover

    Jeongsineopsi dallyeoon yeonghwasok Juingongui salmeun
    Neomuna manheungeol ilhge mandeureosseo
    Nan beoseonago sipeo

    Neoman bomyeon modeunge dalleojyeo Come on
    Saranghaeyo naege dagawa jwoyo
    Ireon naega nadoeosaekhajyo Bring on
    Geudae nae mam badajwoyo

    Naegaseumi kongkong naeipsuri kongkong
    Naemami naenuni naemodeunge
    Tto neomanbomyeon kongkong sumimakhyeo oo
    Ijen nae mameul da gajyeogayo

    You will be mine, will be mine
    I will be your forever lover
    You will be mine, will be mine
    I will be your forever lover

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    its bubbly and cute, its also catchy, even though i didnt understand some, i love to sing this one..sang by YOON EUN HYE (MY FAIR LADY ost)....


    by: ehm ehm


    Nothing but Something

    Saturday, September 12, 2009
    Nothing to post,
    Ive just want to update my blog,
    maybe i can put pictures, or maybe an interesting story, for this post to have a sense.
    For this week, ive done nothing 0_-,
    senseless, lifeless and boredom!!!
    its vacation but i felt, its like time is the only thing running in this world!.. haha...
    have a happy day to all of us, hope i can found my "bread of life", again....i think its lost..lol
    read this!!!!!!!!!!!--->

    PUPPIES FOR SALE

    credits to IndianChild.com

    A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the pups and set about Nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he Felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the Eyes of a little boy.
    Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies."
    "Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "these puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money."
    The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?"
    "Sure," said the farmer.
    And with that he let out a whistle,"Here,Dolly!" he called.
    Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with delight.

    As the dogs made their way to the fence, the little boy noticed something else stirring inside the doghouse. Slowly another little ball appeared; this One noticeably smaller. Down the ramp it slid. Then in a somewhat awkward manner the little pup began hobbling toward the others, doing its best to catch up....
    "I want that one," the little boy said, pointing to the runt.
    The farmer knelt down at the boy's side and said, "Son, you don't want that puppy. He will never be able to run and play with you like these other dogs would."
    With that the little boy stepped back from the fence, reached down, and began rolling up one leg of his trousers. In doing so he revealed a steel brace running down both sides of his leg attaching itself To a specially made shoe. Looking back up at the farmer, he said, "You see sir, I don't run too well myself, and he will need Someone who understands."

    The world is full of people who need someone who understands.=)

    hope i can find another one soon =)

    by: ehm ehm

    Source!!

    Wednesday, August 26, 2009
    mga songs.. atska uncategorize che che...
    AMA hymn
    wa lng yung may voice tlga, yung mgnda... tsk tsk...
    tpos itu pa related dun sa buradong post ko..
    cute pala tlga nito??...!!
    performed by sam milby..
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    Bkit binura ko post ko??...
    Ans:
    Kz Bka may magisip ng anythin, even though as i know aqo lng may alam ng blog na tu, its better to be sure para sa future things.
    pero kung sakali lng na magets nyo yung mga pinagsusulat ko dito and kilala nyo yung mga involve,
    pleassee!!! keep your mouth close, and dont do another bad thing=D, were friends ayyt??...
    thanksssssssss!!! muahh!!!!
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    At Tuluyan na ngang nahulog..........

    Tuesday, August 25, 2009
    This week someone has reaveled her secret to me, she's one of my friends, of all people hindi ko lam kung bkit nya sakin cnabi, tpoz ayaw pa nyang ipasabi sa iba naming friend (for some big reason)...
    the secret, ganito kz yun... (hhmm panu ko ba tu ipapaliwanag), this last days sabi nya may txtmate daw sya pero hindi pa nya inaamin yung secret skin, tpoz nga ayun pagkalipas ng ilang days sinabi nya sakin na taga dito lng din daw yung txtmate nya sbi ko, "anung course?, anung year?/",,"wag course ang tanungin mo?..." hla then it means he's not a student.... edi syempre automatic na yun. (kpag ndi student edi.,...) tpoz nghula na ko, my first guess... tumama agad aqo!, even yun ung first guess ko i didnt expect it so much na napa urong tlga aqo,..."wwwwwwwwHUUUUUUUaaaTTT?????????" as in ganun tlga, and she tells everything kung paano and kailan nagcmula, maraming pumapasok sa utak ko, but gumana yung pgiging friend ko, pero ndi pa nman kz cla eh.... i told her na maxadong complicated yun, and also as far as i know may GF yun, pwera nalng kung nagbreak na (kya cguro malungkot sya nung acquiantance?=( ;
    tpoz aun nag iba na yung tingin ko kay mr DL, kung dati masyado ko syang ginagalng na as in tingnan ko lng sya ndi ko mgawa, but now!!! narealize ko na pwede din pla namin syang maging kA level, pwede din pla namin syang maging friends even Bf pa nga sa friend ko diba, so mas nakagaan ng loob at walng pressure kapg ganito... SAYYAA!!!=).... khit namn ngaun nirerespct ko pa din sya eh.. kya lng ngaun mas "AT home".... yun tama....
    As the day passed tuloy pa din ang kwento ng friend ko and habang nasa campus i simply watch him, kung anu ung mga moves na ginagwa nya na may kinalaman sa friend ko,,, pero infairness ang galing nya... he is very professional kya nga taas ng tingin ko sa taong yung eh.. hehe...
    Syempre inaadvisan ko din sya kung anung mga dpat gwin, natatawa nlng ako kapag may biruan silang dalwa, hndi maiisip ng mga tao na may something hidden sa kanilng dlwa... dadating din ang right time para mlamn ng lhat...
    Kgvi 6 na kmi nakauwin from school, magpapacheck kz kmi ng project kay Mr. Dl... alam mo habng nakatingin ako sa kanya, i can felt his tiredness, hilo, gutom din cguo... bzta aun.. ewan ko kung bakit ko nafeffeel o mxado lng tlga syang expressive, nkikita nman kz sa mukha nya eh/... prang gusto kong sbhin,. "___ ako na lng po gagawa nyan"... pero khit ganun, khit pagod, msya sya.. hehe.. msya sya and alam ko kung bakit... sbi nga namin eh.."kumuzta love life??"... tpoz ""Masaya ako ngaun,, msya nman"... haha showbiz answer.. tsk tsk, kung alam lng nila.....
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    late na qo, psok muna aqo... hehe... gusto ko lng tlga itong mailabas....
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    PS ..honestly. after this secret revealed hindi na tu mawala sa utak ko, everytime na nakikita ko c mr Dl knakabhan aqo, hindi ko alam kung bkit, cguo kz may alam ako about him na sobrang konti lng nakaalam maybe 4.... na that thing makes me closer to him... para skin ha.. sa side ko lng un...=)... hindi sa knya// in short FC ako... feeling close!!>.. haha
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    by ehm ehm....=)
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    Freshman's night

    Sunday, August 9, 2009
    yes!!!, the most enjoyed freshmen's night, and it's once in a life time lng tlga,
    that day masakit ulo ko sabi ko "!ala hindi ko to maeenjoy!" hanggang sa magsimula na yung freshmen's night, my headache its getting worst dahil sa ingay tpoz yung mga ilaw sakit sa mata,.,.tapoz medyo nasusuka pa ko!, kaaazar!!!... sila nagsasaya tapoz ako hindi man lang makatingin, tpoz bigla ko naalala may gamot ako sa bag!, buti na lng tlga, hanggang sa hinintay ko na lng na umepekto yung gamot, what i want there naman is eh hindi nman mismong yung mapapanood namin, the climax there is, i just want to stare to those i want to stare at!!.. hehe, hindi ko alam kung pupunta sya..pero akalain mo yun!!!pumunta sila and sa sobrang laki ng cuneta astrodome, sa tapat namin sila naupo, sbagay saan pa ba sila uupo kung hindi dun sa malapit sa amin( ambisyosa!!!).. haha.. aun, grabe todo tingin naman ako sa kanya, tiningnan kung gumagalaw p b sya, hehe!... naggswa ako katitingin sa kanya,... sobrang kulit talga nun,
    tpoz sa gabing yung i didnt expect na magkakaroon kaming encounter, syempre hindi nman kmi close, pero infairness nagkaroon kami ng closer contact!! wwaaahh love it!!!, kahit medyo hindi pangkaraniwan he sit's on my lap!!! , khit medyo nakakazar kazi bakit sya umupo sakin im the girl tpoz uupuan nya ko?, tapoz ito alam nyo ba kung anung reason kung bakit sya napaupo sakin, ayun nakitxt lang nman sya, nakakasar ksi hindi yung ngyari with his all intentions kundingyari yun dahil may kailangan sya sakin, nung una sabi ko wla akong load pero binalikan pa din nya ako, while his sitting " infairness, khit payat ka ang bigat mo ha!", which is labas sa ilong ksi i like it nman eh, haha.. and i smelled him also, mabango sya infairness!!.. haha!!>... bilang babaeng isang pakipot sumigaw na ko sabi ko.. "J_______!!!!!!!!", (haha no name's allowed), pero hindi pa din sya tumayo, tpoz ayun naisip ko i tickle him on the side, pero walang kiliti... hehe... tpoz aun nailang na ata kya tumayo na din... habang nakaupo sya sabi ko sa sarili ko, "_E__I_____!!, bkit mo ba ko sineseduce ng ganito!!!!.." haha! totoo namn kzi eh.....
    so that made my night memorable, and ofcourse kasama na din yung mga friends ko na sobrang naapreciate ko when i have headache./=)..
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    review on freshman's night:
    two stand up comedians ang emcee which is hindi ko kilala, sobrang daming freshmen na galing sa iba't ibang branches ng AMA, the guest are Nikki Gil, Chris laurence and Bamboo, ive enjoyed the most syempre Bamboo!....
    nikki gil
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    kris lawrence
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    the best!! bamboo!!!...
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    muahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

    unsent E-mail to Mr. DL=)

    Dear Sir,
    Im one of your students, and ive really appreciate you a lot,
    just want to say thank you
    first - kazi naging teacher ka namin, youve teach us the foundation of our future,
    i know in the future, every time na mamaeencounter ko yung mga tinuro mo sa amin, im sure maalala ko po kayu,
    second- your one of my inspirations in studying, kasi everytime how told you us your stories, your achievements and everything, lalong lumalakas yung urge na maging katulad mo kami, maging sucessful sa buhay, you've always told us to study, for that thanks!
    third- for staying, i know its a big decision in your part, kahit hindi ko alam ang personal mong life, and hindi ko din alam anung iniisip mo, i really felt na itz a big decision, kya THANK YOU!!!!!!! po tlga, dahil alam namin na mas madami pa kaming matutunan sayu being a professor and also being a human!,
    last time a saw you, there's something wrong, gusto kong lumapit sau and ask "sir, bakit po", but i think wala nman ako sa position para gawin yon i dont have much courage!,
    habang nakatingin sayu, there's something in your aura, its sadness and loneliness.. bkit kya??, masya nmn sa lugar na pinuntahan namin, pero si sir his alone, walang katabi, lalong walng makausap, tulala and hindi man lng nakangiti, bkit??, malaki siguro problema nun?, khit pala ganun sya sa harap ng klase still meron pa din syang weaker side, hindi kami sanay na ganun sya, feeling ko hindi sya yung nkita namin that time.. tzk tzk!
    kung anu man yung prob nya,lam ko kya nya yun, hope i can help him the way he help his students to learn, at his young age madami na syang achievements!,i know sir in the future madami kang matatanggap na blessings bsta bawasan lang yung pagiging mayabang =D...
    hehe... thanks sir!!!!!!!!!!! sana magtagl ka pa sa pagtuturo saamin!, have more patience kapag nakagraduate na ko bigyan mo ko job ha.. hehe!.... GOODLUCK!
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    this was an unsent message reason= DUWAG!!...


    thanks for the weekend

    the day is over again,
    this weekend I think ive rest and medyo nagimproved ang social capablities ko (haha, wala k ba nun?) itz because there is no dull moment in the last 2 days, and wlang pasok nung saturday tpoz sobrang nagenjoy pako sa free concert for the freshan care of our school (AMA- computer college)
    the details kung bakit?, just go on my next post.
    happy,happy, and happy ive just want to do something sa mga taong nakapaligid sakin, kzi parang hindi ko na sila napapansin this last weeks, i dont have time to hold my phone, minsan naman walang load (enge load=/) kya feel ko tuloy nagtatampo n sakin yung mga friends ko na malayo sakin, yun na nga lng yung communication namin tapos hindi ko pa nagagawa!!! kaazar, ill try to have time and money=),, haaiyst sana nga!....
    cute ng AMA hymn namin, syang nga lng minus one yung nakita ko, hanap sana ko sa youtube kya lng mukhang nakadown, pakinggan nyo na lng ditu----> the tune I really like it, hindi ko p sya memorize kzi freshaman pa lng ako eh... hihi!
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    keep on reading my life!!!! muahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

    Democracy is what we Got

    Tuesday, August 4, 2009
    Last August 1, one of the most respected and unforgetable leader of the Philippines died b'coz of cancer,.. its President Corazon Aquino,
    As what ive heard, binalik ni Pres. Aquino ang demokrasya sa bansa laban sa dicTator na si Marcos..., In the past ive just know her as a president of the Philippines, no special at all, but when she had gone ive realize how important she was in all filipinos and specially in our country,. She brought democracy, ipinaglaban ang bansa sa pagiging diktador nito, from a plain housewife to a president with strength!, she doesnt have any background at politics even making speeches in front of many people,. But still she did, For his husband and for the philippines,... She did not won the snap election against pres. Marcos but she believed that its not the true result, She still fight for her right, gathering 1 million signatures for that we can know who the people really wants, and the rest of the story is a history...................................
    Habang nagbabyahe aqo sa kalsada, many yellow ribbon tied in every tree na nadadaanan ko, kahit sa mga sasakyan there's always have a yellow ribbon, ibe realized "sobra tlga ang inpluwensya ni Pres. Cory, how good she was when she is a president, khit na hindi ko naabutan ang pagiging pangulo nya ng Pilipinas alam kong naging magaling syang pangulo, every people that mourn her showed how great she was" Because of her we've got our democracy na tinatamasa na ng lahat ng Pilipino ngayon, bata man o matanda alam man o hindi ang ginawa ni Pres. Cory, we must fight for our right, alagaan natin ang iniwang pamana ni Pres. Cory, she'll be happy if we will do that, not just for her but for also in the next generations., This is the most Precious treasure a leader of a country can ever gave its..........DEMOCRACY
    Pres. Corazon Aquino you are an inspiration for the next generation of the Philippines, your a mark that cant never be erase, you are a memory that will last forever, Thanks for everything.. THANK YOU, BE HAPPY there, and KEEP US ON OUR PATH..
    =)

    Politically involve?

    Monday, July 27, 2009
    Tatakbo k Ehm???.....
    haha!... uo magjojogging aqu eh!....( waaaaah, corny!)
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    State of the nation address, Prang naging politically involve ako thiz day, today ksi ang last SONA ni PGMA, and as an assignment in english kailangan kong gumawa ng essay about the SONA, nanoood ako ng live streaming sa igma news, beside of the video are some facebookers and sa other window ko namn, i have my twitter...while watching the Sona nakikita ko yung mga comments ng tao s FB about the Sona, merong mga blah blah, may off-topics(yung mgtatanong "asl mo?"), may mga negatives at meron nmang mga sermoners, ive seen different kind ng people na magbibigay ng opinion nila about the Sona, real time yun na parang chat, kya sunod sunod tlga, hindi na nga ako nakapakinig ng Sona halos eh!.. haha!... tpoz may twitter pa, pero infairnees ha naging trend topic ang Sona, khit ilang minutes lng sumikat yung Sona ni Pgma, hlatang pinaguusapan ng lhat anti's man o pro... masasabi ko lang about the Sona.. i dont understand what she have done in our country na may kinalaman sa ekonomiya, hindi ko ramdam kung anung nagawa nya dahil hindi ko nman sya nakikita araw araw o khit ni minsan sa personal...kung meron man syang nagwa na totoo nga talga edi thanks, bka "sound effect" yung ginawa nya, sa mga malalapit maririnig mo tlga pero kapag nsa malayo halos wala ng marinig,
    what really matters most is US, people... Kung lhat ng tao my motto na "before looking at others, look at yourself first, BUILD UP!, isip tayo ng paraan kung paano natin papaunladin ang sarili natin, kahit ako kung iisipin ko mahirap, pero kung may faith tayo at courage, kya natin tong lahat with matching kapit bisig!,, edi cool diba? sarap ng feeling nun!..
    haha! vote ehm ehm!..... for PSG!.... lady PSG... (presidential security guard??)
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    bsta look at the brighter side of a thing, pero syempre huwag din nating baliwalain yung mga mali nating nakikita specially its a fact and may basis ka tlga.... IPAGLABAN ANG KALYAAN!!!!!!!,... haha! grabe ha, over na sa pagiging makabayan, haha minsan lang naman eh,,,
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    ayan, sleep sleep na ko, enough for the POLITICA, sana mging mamamayan friendly nman ang susunod na maging president, para hindi na magtraffic dahil sa rally!.nakaka stress!... sana kayanin nya! goodluck nalng, and for the former president to-be, thanks for sitting there, you've done your job, and you didnt reach the peak! sayang... hehe kzi ah bzta lam nyo....
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    babush!!!!

    solar eclipse

    Wednesday, July 22, 2009
    more laughs!,
    napadami ata ang tawa ko ngayon, kahit sa blog ko namemention ko pa,
    well im just happy kzi im starting to know my classmates happily and lively,
    and also i have a good conversation with my bhest,
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    nagkaroon pala ng solar eclipse kaninang umaga, sayang hindi ko nakita!,
    interested pa nman asko sa mga astronomical things,..
    while searching on the internet about the solar eclipse lagi nalng related dun yung "2012, doomsday,end, mayan" etc.! bzta anything about the end of the world, actually matagal ko ng naiicounter yang about as 2012 na yan ,
    it is said na
    ---according to mayan calendar,
    sa december 21 2012 daw yung end,.... grabe meron pa talagang specific date hindi lang bzta year nor month, nakakakilabot talga sya, madami silang mga evidences and prophecies about this date, pinagsama sama nila yung sa mayan's, chinese, astka pati yung web bot project, astrological at mismong science, na sinabing hanggang dun na nga lng daw ang human life,..(if you want to learn more about this things, used the search box above!...) hindi ko alam kung maniniwala ako o hindi, ayokong maniwala kzi super na sa dami ang evidences nila, and its not imposibble to happen, but only God know's what will happen in the future, pero diba sabi nga "always be ready, and stand in safe places", feeling ko kung sakaling totoo, im not yet ready, khit sinabing always be ready, hindi a din kayang tanggapin ng puso at isipan natin, na yun na talga yung mgyayari, msyado ng mdaming ngyari sa mundo, siguro talgang sumusobra na tayong mga tao, kaya hanggat nandito pa tau sa mundo, alagaan nating ang bawat oras, pahalgahan ang lhat ng ginagawa, khit ako sa sarili ko hindi ko to laging nagagwa, dont loosed hope!, GOD will give us a chance, khit na isang milliong besed na syang napaasa, tuloy pa din ang pagmamahal ng Diyos sa atin....
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    always be ready! AJA! GODBLESS...=)
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    ps,
    may sobrang nakakainis lng tlgang ngyari ngayon, cgurado "0" ako dun!,, haiiist....
    gudnight....
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    by ehm-ehm

    Darkness... (im scareed!)


    The darkness started to cover the sky I'm starring at, heavy rain will come.
    It addends the burden I felt in my heart,
    I want to cry but I don't know any reason to cry,
    shout out loud until my voice were gone,
    by this time
    I felt heaviness, burden, aches, darkness.
    Its really dark, as dark as the clouds in the sky outside,
    How can it be gone?,
    smile?,/no!,
    that's not enough,
    happiness???,
    where can I find you?,
    even I have a million
    I don't even know where can I find it,
    I'm going to die,
    the heavy burden in my heart started to eat me as a whole,
    Down there, they're bringing me there,
    Im too weak to resist,
    but I dont want there,
    Im tired of darkness,
    tired of being like this,
    I want light,
    light...
    light of Goodness..=)
    Hope...........................................





    July 13....\_/

    Monday, July 13, 2009
    What's up today??,...
    This is the only day na tinamad akong makinig sa Prof. namin, y?, hhmmm ndi ko din alam.. siguro kzi naia yung topic. Imagine HISTORY OF INTERNET tpoz biglang toinkz! BINARIES..!!! tama ba naman yun?, so nakakatamad pa, puro numbers, 12324245410101010101 raise to gnyan multiply sa gnyan tpoz astutsu etc.! kya medyo bad trip din aqo eh......
    • Pagkapsok ko plang ayun STRIKE nga pla ng mga jeep, buti nlng may jeep pa din natira. kya lng medyo puno, ok na din.. FAIR
    • Nung pababa na ko ng jeep, ammp! biglang lumakas ulan halos hindi ko na makita yung kalsada tapoz wla pa kong payong.. result.,..BASA!...BAD
    • Tpoz exam, wlang review... buti nalng hindi out of stock sa utak ko, tpoz nakakain din ako kahit papano kya natandaan ko nman yung mga codes sa c++... kya lng duguan tlga yung last eh, hindi pa kya nmin yun napagaaralan...! FAIR
    • yun na nga, yung medyo nakakabored na binary..
    • tpoz ingay pa sa lbas, lhat na ata ng klaseng sasakyan na may tunog dumaan..bumbero, pulis, etc! may narinig pa nga ata kaming elephante eh! haha!
    • huhu, konti lng kmi sa classroom, pati si naughtykind ala din,,, strike nga kzi!..
    • naiwan ko yung calculator ko!!!....
    • after the class tska plang sila nakapsok, tpoz mnghihiram sya ng calculator kaazar naiwan ko yung akin!! bad trip.... haha...
    • Buti na lng may FX agad na dumating kungdi ala kaming masasakyan
    • the most terrifying.... near in our place nagkaroon ng sunog, kya pla madaming dumadaan na bumbero kanina, sa may amin pla yun!, and its a house that i got used to look inside kpag dadaan ako, may grandma kzi dun, and prang bati ko na din yung tingin ko sa kanya.. hindi ko tlga akalain na hindi ko na magagawa ang ginagawa ko dati, because she's gone, RIP for her, hope she dies peacefully,, grabe nakakakilabot tlga... panu nalng kapag dadaan ako dun?, sino ng titingnan ko?? waaahhhh,,,,,!...
    maybe i can write a good poem for her..

    "The time of hardships had passed
    youthness that never comes back
    only wish is to have happiness
    a good life
    a good health,
    needs someone to take care
    because i can't do it anymore,
    needs someone to lean on
    because i cant stand straight anymore,
    its hard to be alone
    i need someone to scratch my back
    i cant reach it,
    for those "i can'ts" whose "who can"
    and now,
    still no one is "who can"..
    but i must be strong
    do it on my own..
    but my body dont want it anymore
    i think i want to rest
    and be light.. lighter...
    this maybe the better place,
    peace, happiness
    here...
    there's someone
    "who can" do everything.....
    GOD....
    T_T
    she may be happy anywhere she is..
    =).....
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    sad night... by ehm ehm





    start of asking..

    Sunday, July 12, 2009
    ive started to dream 'bout him,
    w've started to talk,
    we've started to talk seriously
    ive started to find him every minute
    started to think deeply about him
    started to know what are his problems
    started to be a friend....
    started to be jealous of somebody near him,
    started to know everything about him,
    started to comfort him when his sad
    started to help him every way I want
    started to think why im doing this
    started to be confuse
    started to think why im writing this all
    and started to think what will happen tommorow,
    if this feelings will continue and bloom
    or will just ENDED up regretting everything i wrote...
    START or STOP, choice that can make me happy or can make me die,
    im scared if i try, but im dying if i wont....
    im hoping, but someone tells me he's not the one...
    I dont know what to do,
    it really bothers me...
    hope he knows......
    hope he really knows......t_t


    Someone who......

    Thursday, July 9, 2009
    Bkit ganun?, everytime na lang na nagiging interested ako sa guyz (opposite;=D) bkit kakaiba??? two times natung nangyayari and mukhang hindi mga "coincidences" lng, and sa napapansin ko lng ha, the only factor that im looking is "yung madaling mapansin", in short yung mga papansin na lalaki!, papansin in the way of good, pero buti nga kung good eh, pero parang bad way ata sila nagpapansin kaya ko sila napapansin, ayun.......
    Pero sa totoo lang may mga qualities din akong hinahanap sa mga guyz, by this time ito yung pumasok sa utak ko..
    1. someone who is MAKULIT- hindi ko alam kung bkit ito ang first, siguro kzi ito kapansin pansin sa lhat ng mga ugali ("ikaw tlga kulit kuleet mo hhmmp!!"), kukulitin ka nila ng kukulitin hanggang sa mainis ka, and i look at that way na kind yun ng paglalambing (bliw na tu), bkit ba yun guzto ko eh!, kpag KJ k syempre sa kakulitan nila mappilitan kang gawin, pero syempre may limitation,yung nasosobrahan na talaga na parang childish aba! bka kailangan pa nyang bumalik sa nanay nya at dumede. lolz,
    2. yung laging merong HIDDEN PLAN behind his mind- bakit?, kzi i luv surprizes, sobrang nakakatouch sya, yung parang knight in shining armor na isasave ka sa gitna ng kahihiyan mo, yung laging may back up, hindi sya naiipit or nagwoworry sa mga pwedeng mangyari, basta yun na yun!
    3. marunong MAGAPPRECIATE- secret lang tu ha pero i do appreciate things easily., kaya i like someone na ganun din, yung tipong kapag nagbigay ako sa kanya ng anything, kahit basura pa yan, he will accept it, kahit na gaano pa kapanget yun, syempre pinaghirapan ko yun eh, not also in things but also in acts, yung kapag nagkekwentu, he should listen to me ng serious, lahat ng gagawin kong bgay na can make him happy, express it, and tell me how happy you are, ganun... syempre napakhalaga ng importance...
    4. marunong LUMUGAR- yung kapag serious serious, kapg tawanan twanan, kapg tulugan, tulugan!, kapg hindi dapat hindi dapat, wag pagpilitan kung ayaw,, ganoon lang yun.,,
    5. BE OPEN- hindi nman ako interested sa past life ng kung sino eh, pinakamahalaga sa lahat ay yung nangyayari ngayon, sa pagitan nyong dalawa... i dont care about your past secret, what matters is our own secrets, kung may gusto kayung sabihin sa isa't isa, sabihan na kayo, have a serious talk, if you want to say i love you, then say it alodd!,, kung may panget sakin sabihin agad, kung may galit, tampo, inis, suklam, lahat na mas maganda kung pinaguusapan ang lahat ng bagay, sa ganoong way, mas lumalalim yung samahan nyo, kasi pinapapasok nyo yung buhay nyo sa isa't isa. Kpag kzi mxadong tahimik at walng sabihan ng problema "para ka na ding naglagay ng mataas ng pader sa pagitan nyong dalawa, dpat dyan! tinitibag!!!! ggggrrr".
    6. ACCEPTS EVERYTHING, PROUD- alam ko hindi naman ako maganda, pero umaasa pa din ako na someday may magkakguz2 din sakin, hindi naman sigu0 lagi na lng physical attributes ang pinapansin (unfair!!),marunong tumanggap sa lhat ng decision, sa mga ginagwa, minsan may nakakaturn-off, pero alam ko kapag may "love", you can accept everything..."I LIKE YOU WHETHER YOU A MAN OR AN ALIEN!"
    7. MARUNONG MAKISAMA- syempre over sa kailagan to, hindi lang nman kayong dalawa ang tao sa mundo, meron kayong friends and classmates or who ever na dapt nyong pkisamahan din, kapag friend ko friend nya na din and vice versa.. syempre dapt pakisamahan nyo isa't isa.. alangan nmang magreklamo ka pa! cge suntok!!..lolz
    8. FLEXIBLE- sa lahat ng bagay, laht ng oras, lahat ng lugar,.. kung may isang bagay na hindi alam then ask, hindi nman masama diba?,,,, kapg tawanan laugh, bzta yun/....
    9. RESPECT- sobrang important!!!, and be true ha.. when making decisions hindi pwedeng one sided lang, dapat kapg gagawa kayu ng bagay you must consult each other, hindi yung isa lang ang may guzto tapoz gagawin na... anu yan?? "under dog>??".
    10. HONEST- who dont want honest person?, yoko nung nagmumukha ka na tanga sa pagmamahal sa kanya tapoz may iba na pla syang iniisip.. (kapal)!!...
    11. SWEET and CONCERN - aaawwww i love this one, dito mo mafefeel talga na your in a relationship, the term of endearments (honey???, love???, babybear??), gestures (shoulder to lean on, kiss you on your forehead, smack on the lips, titig sa mga mata mo, holding hands, and ang the best- HUGZZZZZZZ), kumain ka na ba?, wag ka papagutom, ingat ka palagi,, love you so much!!,,,,, diba kakakilig?? hahahaha!! wiiwiiiiiiiiiit!!>.
    12. can be treated AS A FRIEND- sapalagay ko sobrang iba talaga ang friendship sa love relationship, kapag friends kayo meron na talaga kayung bond, kapag friend hindi ka na mahihiya sa lahat, and one more important kapg nagbreak kayu "mawawalan ka lang ng boyfriend. pero meron ka pading kaibigan".
    13. MATYAGA- hindi basta basta susuko sa kahit anung pagsubok, matutong ipaglaban ang isa't isa...
    14. ksama sa mga KAADIKAN ko-kahit na hindi sya makakarelate sa mga pinagsasabi ko, im willing to tell everything. fanatics mg k-dorama series, guz2 kong manuod ng coffee prince kasama sya, khit medyo mahaba mgtitiis sya, pero hindi nman yun boring kaya mageenjoy ka, he doesnt felt OA or OP kapg nagkekwentu ako about koreans... about sa lahat ng kaweirduhan ko sa buhay.
    15. ITS TOTALLY LOVE- last but not the least, this is the most important, panu ba nman magkakaroon ng mga ganyan sa taas kung walang maalamat nA LOVE, kailangan magkaroon ng matibay na foundation (love) kahit anu pang bagyo ang dumating hind yung tutumba...=)
    sa ngayon 0 love life ko, as in empty, patay, hindi ko alam kung sinong maswerteng lucking tao ang makakapagopen ng patay kung heart... tsug tsug!...i want someone who can gave me love without any material things, act is more important=),,

    clap! clap! clap!
    have a good day typical sixteen....t_t......
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    ehm- ehm#19

    Embarrased? no Goosebumps!

    Wednesday, July 8, 2009
    haaayyy sa wakas nalaman ko din kung anu ibig sabihin ng " goosebumps"., Sa bagay kapag tinagalog yun hindi ko din naman alam kung anung english eh!.. haha! bzta goozebumps is kilabot! yun na yun!!...
    I felt s embarrased today! as in nakakahiya tlga!, didnt imagined na nakatingin na pla ang buong class sakin, and pati yung PROF. namin!, nu ba yan!! ndi ko namn akalain na ganoon kalakas yung boses ko, sabi ko lang naman "hala!! nu ngyari!!" tapoz sabay tingin sila sakin lhat, kita nila nagkabuhol buhol yung buhok ko sa hairband ko!.. ayun.. itz a messed!!!>...ayan, nakilala tuloy ako ng prof. namin, everytime na maiisip ko yun in the future all i can do is to laugh! hahahahaha!!!.. lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..=D.
    Medyo kanina pa ko nagbababad dito sa PC kahit na madami pa akong gagawin(pazaway), kazi everything in it "hooks me up". pwera nalng dun sa mga bwisit na anti's, hackers at higit sa lhat ang pinaka nakakasira ng araw, yung VIRUSES!, mas malala pa ata sa H1N1 yung mga nakukuha kong virus, kapag nasira tung PC nmin, pati buhay ko damay,...
    1 of the problems din sa internet are some of it are not for "all ages", pero diba computer is for all, sbi nga ng COMP. Prof. namin "kahit pusa pwedeng magcomputer".
    Pero bakit may mga ganung bagay ditu, buti kung may mga police or batas na manghuhuli sayu sa mga website bago ka pumasok at sasabihing "ooiiiisststtt bawal dyan!",
    and i think its getting worst, hope we can get rid off it! lalo na sa mga hindi tlga dapat makakita nga ganun... haissst!!! its disgusting!!!...
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    alam nyo ba may tsismis aqu!, yung isa kong classmate uber nakakaasar na. He's having cigar, tamad mag-aral, walang respeto, green!, makuleet, feeling close, at higit sa lahat UBER SA YABANG!...sobrang nakakaasar at nakakainis sya, kala mo nman kung sino, hindi nman gwapo, guz2 kong mkita na lighter side nya, ni maaninag wla tlga eh!, kla ko nung una may chance pa syang magbago, pero ngayon feeling ko, ito na yung nature nya eh!, nakakaazar!!!!!!!!!, sna nman marealize nya lhat lhat ng bad deedz nya!, kanina nga eh lumapit sya sakin eh, and nakikipag apir!, iaaproach ko sana sya ng maayoz eh kya lng, wla mayabang tlga at higit sa lhat amoy sigar sya ewwwwwwww!!!!, kya sabi ko "close ba tau>??" tpoz inaazar pa nya ko... haaaistt,,magbabago din yung taong yun, sana nga!!
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    goosebumps!....sOBRANG cute tlga ni "KIM BUM", grabe parang guz2 kong mainlove sa kanya! (haha malandi!! asa ka pa), watching he smile, sobrang charming, " he have the smile that every girl wants!", those smile with kindness, care and innocence! wewiitttt!....
    at syempre si ms. pangarap, " i hope someday makilala ko sya in personal". kazi sobrang cute tlga nya eh sana naging kuya ko na lng sya o kaya sana makakilala ako ng korean na kzing cute nya pero pwede na ding sya mismo!.. haha!..=)
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    another goosebumps, sobrang namimiss ko na tlga ang " coffee prince". kahit ilang beses ko pa din tung panuodin it really made me have goosebumps, as in tayuan tlga lhat ng balahibo ko!... pero ngayong magkakaroon ng bagong series si YEH, i think mwwala na tlga si GO EUN CHAN, pero syempre nsa fanatics pa din ang memories ng tomboyish idol ko!...i want to watch it kapag may time ako, sna magkaroon pa ako ng madaming madaming time,.....
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    really excited na ko sa HARRY POTTER, waaaah!!! guz2ko tlga manuod sa premier day, kya lng panu, kya sa pagaddict ko sa HP, pati sa campus nadadala ko, sabi ba naman kzi "spread spectrum....." tpoz bigla akong sumabat "spectrum patronum!".... haha!
    tama na kabaliwan, wish wish wish wish wish makanooud tlga ko., mas maganda kung may ksama ko diba???.. haha
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    babuh!!!!

    Blogging naman 0O!

    Monday, July 6, 2009
    hello sa akin!!! "TINGIN NAMAN KAYO SA TAAS, SA HEADER NG PAGE KO YUNG "WELCOME KAYO" ISNT IT CUTE??, JUST FOR 5 SEC.".

    tama na commercial!!!
    kanikanina lang, nababrowse ako sa internet.
    about sa pinakaaasam ng mdaming madla,
    "how to make money online?"
    actually one of the reazons kung bakit ako may nag-blog ako ay dahil kailangan ko ng extra income.
    yun na nga, mukhang malabo ang kumita ng malaking pera sa mundong online kung wala kang binibigay o pinaghihirapan na kahit an0. (kaya dun sa mga may balak, you should work hard!) merong p-t-c, adsense at kung anu ano pa,
    hindi naman ako susuko eh, syempre gagawin ko pa din yung best ko, pero hindi na ko masyadong aasa ng malaki.;-)
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    Blogging- para skin ito ang pagsulat sulat ng kahit anung guzto mong sabihin sa buong mundo!, bsta't sakop ng internet.
    ako kahit medyo may pagkanonsense ang mga post ko, iniisip ko pa din tu ng uber. Im always thinking what the best post will be, so my main reason why i have blog, is to tell the world what i want. Hindi ko man masabi tung lahat sa totoong tao, atleast i have my records, para nman after 10 years at alalahanin ko lahat ng mga kagagahan ko, hindi ko na kailangang maghalungkay ng baul oh, hukayin pa ang utak ko.. just a click and maalala ko na lahat, diba????..
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    haaaaay naku, ala nakong maisip. kanina madami nasan na yun???, sabi na eh, may memory gap na ko//!!! waaahhh!!


    Excited at 2 am

    Saturday, July 4, 2009
    Medyo madaming events ata ngayong july,
    ngayon ay july 5 nung meron?? hhmm wla nman.
    excited lang ako sa harry potter premiere
    nagbabalak nga ako kung saan ako manonood eh
    kung wide screen ba o imax (social si lola!)
    this is the time para nman pakainin ko yung pagiging Harry Potter fanatic ko,,
    hihi.. nakita ko nga ung k-zone magazine sa store, may malaking poster ng HP6,, sad to say ayun nandun pa din yung magazine hindi nabwasan, i dont have money kasi eh, sabi ko sa sarili ko next time!, ayun kakanext time hindi na din ako nakabili, tpoz nagbabalak ako manood ng HP, ala nman akong pera buti kung may mabait na nilalang at magyayang manood ng sine! how i wish!!..
    excited na ko, pero kung hindi ako makakanood im sure sobrang dis appointment yan!!.. haiisrt ehm-ehm!!...
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    this day sumayaw kami, hhmm sumayaw lang naman kami sa high way, ah este sa tabi pla ng high -way, kada nalng may dadaan n jeep may nakatingin, ba nman khit ako eh nakasakay sa jeep tpoz may makikita ka sa daan sumasyaw ng prang nageexercise lng, eh parang guz2 mo na din sumali..
    wla kaming tugtog, buti na lng yung isa kong classmate amy dalng USB,
    save by my classmate, nakapgsayaw naman kami,
    problema nga lng habang samasayaw na kami!.. waaaahh!!! ibang version kya ayun kalat kalat.. pero masaya nman kahit papanu..
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    tpos ang walang katapusang c++ may exam pa kami sa monday, kailangan tlga magaral ng walang hanggang codes! aja! go AS!!...
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    ktext ko din yung unique friend ko kanina, galing namin kahit walng topic maganda yung flow ng usapan namin, masasabi ko lng kakaiba yung friend ko na yun! pwamizzz!...
    meon syang problem eh, and kailangan ata nya ng karamay, kya ayun lapit lng sya sakin.. (haha yabang ko!!!)
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    sa monday ay kailangan kong manood ng NGAYON AT KAILANMAN, its a cute series promiz!!!....sa mga makakabsa nitu kung meron man, try nyo yun panuodin starring Heart Evangelista and JC Devera, galing ni jc umiyak tpoz biglang tatawa!... hehe joke! pizzz...
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    medyo puyatan natu!, kaya ka pumapangett eh.. oo ikaw nga!!!>.. haha!! goodnight sa akin!! at sa king makulit na blog..
    muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

    Keep Relax daii!!!

    Friday, July 3, 2009
    Dear Typical sixteen,
    about sa post ko kahapon, parang nag dilang angel ata ako, akalain mo yun nagkaroon ng development sa pagkakilala naming dlawa (mlaks tlga ako kay PAPA G.=).Parang nafefeel ko na may mission ako.. hehe..
    kanina kazi nagkaroon ng dev. so little little, chuguman, maliit!.. tinanong lang nman nya name ko akalain mu un magiisang buwan na kming classmate hindi pa nya ko kilala lagi lng kazi nyang tawag sakin "genius", BALIW tlga!! haiisstt tol! magbago ka na pleaze!..... wag mu sakin sabihin yung mga sinabi mo, mas sabihin nmo yun sa sarili mo... yung "mas malaki pa kikitain mu dyan, kung mas gagaling ka pa sa kanya!!",,, toyo tlga, and nakakadisgust kazi may cigar ka sa kamay... pasuin kita eh!!! haha... prang close.....
    Sa studies ko nman nararamdaman ko na ang kahirapan nitong pinasok ko, and mga dakilang "Programming Language",, super daming codes, pangarap kong maging linguist ng ibat ibang salita ng mundo pero hindi sumagi sa isip ko na salita pla ng computer ang pagaaralan ko,,, infairness may pagkapareho sila huh, pareho silang "language"... hehehe!!... goodluck na lng skin, pero kung puro ganitong puro blog na lng inaatupag ko.. ala eh!!!, bka maging writer nalng ako nitung makulit kong buhay.. tsk wawa namn ako, wish ko lng pang grammy awards ang buhay ko, tiyak kya na kong buhayin nitu.. kya lng medyo tumabingi eh kya ayun, ako lng ata may tyagang magbsa ng sarili kong blog.. huhuhu!!.. sel-support!!... someday dadami din yan, dadagsa din ang mga readers ko, kasi makakarelate sila sakin (wissssh ko lng). malay naman natin diba???,, ayun, goodluck nalng sa aking studies and sa aking blog, sana makagawa din ako ng isa pang blog, dun ko nman ipopost yung mga matutunan ko sa aming munti ngunit mahal na Campus............salamat.... niytzzzzzzzzzzzz

    Bakit danun????

    Thursday, July 2, 2009
    Bakit ganun??
    napanaginipan ko sya,
    eh hindi namn kmi close, ni hindi nga kmi friends eh
    bsta lam ko may kilala lng akong ganung name
    peo nung natulog aku,
    napanaginipan ko sya,atska,=( bkit danun yung pnaginip ko?
    naalala ko p nga
    sbi nya "dhil sa pag-big.." tpoz biglng tooot tooot tooot..
    hindi ko na maalala serious sya dun
    na prang hindi mgyayari sa totoong buhay
    bigla nya nalng akong hinila
    at pinakilala sa hindi ko kilala,
    ah, cnu nga ba un?
    tapoz ng speech n sya
    "uo inaamin ko madmi akong pagkakamali peo dhil sa pag-ibig...."
    anung kdramhan un??
    dhil s pagn ibig tpoz hwak nya kamay ko habang sinasabi nya un..
    huhuhuhuhuhu!!
    cnu b sya?????
    isa lng nmn syang napaakulit at mhilg man trip na tao...
    pagkagizing ko prang nagiba yung tingin ko s knya,'
    kla ko magkakagusto n ko s knya
    kzi skin,
    khit panaginip lng yon meon pa ding feelings
    meong ngyari na gnun peo ndi nman totoong nageexist
    itu ang aking kbliwan..
    ilang oras din akong umasa na akala ko nanaginip din sya ng katulad skin..
    peo nung mkita ko sya sa classroom nung arw na un,
    prang magkaibang tau ung nasa panaginip ko atska ung tinitingnan ko..
    peo natatandaan ko pangalan nya yung narinig ko sa panaginip ko eh
    kya alam ko sya yun..
    peo feeling ko wla pa ding connection saming dlawa
    panaginip nga lng tlga cguo yun...
    sna wag nya n lng akong kausapin
    na parang hindi naeexist sa mundo
    kz kapg kakausapin nya ko
    bka matuliro lng ako at maisip ko ang panaginip ko,
    knina ba nman pinansin nya yung cuticle ko s paa (kakaiba kz, may design na gwa gwa ko lng=)..
    tapoz ung powder k s mukha!!!
    khit simpleng gnun may epekto n skin
    peo infairness ha! at buti nman..
    wlng fast heart beat!!.. at kung meon!
    waaahhh... maiiniove n nman ako sa walng katuturan!... haiisssttt...
    sna wag ng mging ganun...
    peo knina winish ko din
    sna magkaroon ng development sa pagkakakilala naming dlwa
    sna mging close kmi..
    hihi!!!
    gulo mo!!!!!..
    peo if ever lng n mgyari yun
    sna mbgo ko sya
    kzi sa nppansin ko worst sya ngaun,
    peo alam ko may reason kung bkit sya gnun..
    and I WANT TO KNOW IT
    niytzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

    June 30'09 happy, tiring, careless

    Tuesday, June 30, 2009
    Dear Typical Sixteen,
    What a long tiring day..............today? i don't even know what day is it, I thought its Monday but its already Wednesday. Time really runs so fast, there's a time that i need to chose between time or money then it came "money can't buy the time back!"
    What happened today?, i have a good bonding with my classmates (dance practice)..
    We go in our classmates house, ayun dun kami nagpractice ng dance nmin for the prelim and for me its fun to be with them. Dance, Dance, Dance. We also eat ng sabay sabay , prang isang family=) then there's a guy and a girl that made our day more happy why?. Because they are so sweet (hindi nman sa nangingialam sa life nila) they are so bagay that they look good together, And the guy i like his attitude, that's the type of man i like, yung mga pinapakita nya ngaun dun sa classmate nming girl. sweet pero alam nya kung kailan lng yun dpat ipakita, marunong syang lumugar and may sense of humor, serious kpag serious, may deeper personality and i think masipag, hindi nya iniispoiled yung girl. Sa ngaun that's my first impression to him (he's so lucky!, he's in my blog!). Hindi ko palng nakikita yungmga bad side nya n sana hindi nman ganun ka worst. Panu b yan prang sinabi ko na din kung what is my ideal man, Bka nman ma mis interpret and sabihin na like ko yung Guy,NO!. Its just he's my basis and i like those kind of attitudes, sna makahanap din ako ng guy na katulad nya, Im really excited na tlga with my first relationship,hhmm sino kya??? anu kyang feeling?? weehh lalong nakaka excite,,..!!! bsta for the couple goodluck sa magiging relationship nila (bcoz theyre just in G-T-K stage).. and sna no sabits in each side..
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    On the other side.....
    the other side naman, i think ngyari tu earlier this day....
    I want it to regret, but on the other side im thankful and happy dahil nailabas ko yung nafefeel ko.
    sharing, hindi ko nga din alam kung paano nauwi sa sharing ang NSTP class nmin, but were just given a thing that we need to do "Reflect your self as a ____". At first were just going to act sna (our group) pero nung nakita namin na yung mga first na nagpresent sa harap ng class is nagshare sila ng lives nila one-by-one, ala bkit ganun??, edi nauwi na sa ganun lhat nagshare ng kanikanilang life, tapoz its my turn! (dooog doog) hindi ko alam kung kinakbhan ako o anu ba un nafefeel ko? ala, anung sasabihin ko yung buong buhay ko??,,, aabutan ata tau ng sampung rolls ng tissue kapupunas ng pawis ah este luha pla, sobrang nkakatwa life ko na maiiyak ka na eh!! ahaha lolzzz cge game serious na. nagstart na kong matalk sa harp, syempre as always titingnan ko yung mga interested makinig then talk, inumpisahan ko sya as what kind of family i have!... (naku alam nyo na un!. ei hindi pa nga pla) my family is like the islands of the philippines (whaaattt 7 107 kau in the family??????)no.. hehe, hindi ah what i mean is hiwahiwalay just like the islands, then ive also said about my father na ten years na kong naghihintay sa isang papa and until now -----wla pa din... hindi ko nga lam kung sa loob ng ten years na un eh naghintay nga ba tlga ako o wla nman tlga akong inaasahan na dumating, then sa pagiging NPA nmin (NPA??? no permanent address) ayun, na sa tanan ng buhay ko simula ng nkatungtung ako sa school naka 8 ata akong school na pinakyaw (daig ko pa yung laging nakikick out\_/) reason? kasi walng mapagiwanan saming magkapatid, kung saan nalng may tgapag alaga dun kami, kahit san pang lupalop yan, bsta sinabi ng mama ko dun!.. then next ko nmang sinabi eh yung tungkol sa pakikisama ko sa mama, na sobrang napapansin ko yung pagiging "perfectionist" nya, sobrang nasasakal ako, para akong robot na hwak ni mama yung remote control, etc, etc,
    ive said alot sa plagay ko nhalungkay ko ata yung main events sa buhay ko and nasabi ko lhat yun sa buong class, hindi ba nkakahiya yun??,, pagkaupo ko parang nagsisisi ako na parang magaan sa pakiramdam, naguguilty ako kasi parang siniraan ko si mama sa mga tao, i dont want to get hurt people lalo na kung wla nman silang kaalam alam, nakokonsensya ako! (meron ka pla nun??).. i oo nga pla yung pinakaending ko dun sa talk ko is, SANA MAKAHANAP AKO NG ISANG TAO NA MAKAKAPAGTAMA AND MAKAKAPAGTURO SAKIN KUNG ANU YUNG MGA TAMANG BGAY, AND MKAKAPAGTUWID SA MGA MALING PRINCIPLES KO!.. habang sinasabi ko yun someone is whispering at the back and saying "ako!, ako". .... baliw na yung taong yun, ambisyoso pa!! sya daw??,, hehe ntawa lang ako sa trip nya eh, pero may nafefeel akong kakaiba sa tao na yun,, abangan na lng natin in the future..
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    at the house
    sa bhay nman, as always rest ako ng twenty minutes then ako na yung nag cook ng dinner after that naglaba ko ng mga damit na medyo madami na din... haisssshhh masasabi ko lang hindi pa ko nakakapagrest until now, and mamaya kapg matutulog na ko i want to be so comfortable!!!... (sana lng)
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    GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODNIGHT!
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------by: ehm-ehm



    its all me!!! deeper things

    Sunday, June 28, 2009
    this is my secondblog.
    and ive made this blog for it to keep private.
    wohhhooo!!!
    another online diary have made!!...
    happy posting to me!!