Hello Mhay

Napindot ko kanina ang isang kaakit akit na URL sabi dun "Tibetan personality test"
One of the results said that you are my twin soul.
Tumalon talon naman ang puso ko sa tuwa. Akalain mo yun!, twin soul pala kita.

Ang saya, ang saya saya talaga kapag nakikita kita
kahit malayo ka o hindi man abot ng paningin ko napapangiti mo ko
Mas malakas pa ang Aura mo kay Son Goku.
Nakatalikod ka pa lang ang lakas na ng apekto mo
Kapag humarap ka nanlalambot na ang tuhod.
Kapag narinig ko na ang malamig mong boses hindi ko na mahabol ang tibok na puso ko.
Bakit nga ba ganun na lang ang epekto mo sa buhay ko?

Gwapo, Matalino, Maprinsipyo
Mga salitang naiisip ko kapag naririnig ko ang pangalan
Ano ka nga ba talaga?
Sino ka nga ba talaga?
Bakit ba lagi ka na lang pumapasok sa utak ko?
Pinapangiti mo ko habang mag-isang nakatayo sa pila ng sakayan pauwi.
Ang mga ala ala mo ang tumutulong sakin magdesisyon sa mga bagay na nahihirapan ako
Ikaw ba superman?

             HELLo WORLD!
            It's been years since the last time I've goes here (keke, it's just months! 5 months to be exact O,O)


Tonight I've decided to post a blog because my mind is in a roller coaster right now, at the first phase of the ride.


There's someone that occupies my mind this last few days.
----------------and now my mind is blank,what will I write now?...------ ah okie,,,
Naguguluhan lang kasi ako, my friend keeps teasing me to him, and little by little feelings start to grow. <3
Everyone says he's nice, kind, "gwapo", "masipag" and a lot of good traits.. so plus points for that.
There are times that I've suddenly lost my mind when I saw him.
As of now, I think I like him........
pero kung kailan nakilala ko siya, tsaka naman mawawalan ng pagkakataon na makita ko siya. He will not study anymore, I'm so excited when I learned that we are at the same university and now??? he will not study anymore. T_T he needs to work hard for his brothers and family (sigh, he's so kind. how can't I fall in love with this guy?).




              Earlier, he have a long time chatting with us (but not directly talking with me).
while listening to his stories my mind says.."I don't like him!". it's not that I don't really like him (ofcourse I do!) I'm just afraid..................................................


Afraid to be loved.
Afraid to be rejected.
Afraid to be hurt.
Afraid to disappoint someone.
Afraid to be lost.
Afraid to be turned down.


Kahit ayaw kong isipin, pero sa tuwing magkakagusto ako sa isang tao lagi ko na lang naiisip,"karapat dapat ba ako sa kanya?, baka i'm too BAD for him." Baka hindi niya ko magustuhan... baka.... pur0 na lang ganun, I kept thinking positive things pero ito talga yung pumapasok sa utak ko (Please get out of my mind,!!) 


 I'm so excited to be loved, so excited to express my love for someone. Pero paano?,
I've always dream na kapag nagkaspecial someone ako, he will teach me many things that I need to learn in relationships (because it will be my first time). Pero paano?...    
haaaayyyy...