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Thursday, November 11, 2010
HELLo WORLD!
It's been years since the last time I've goes here (keke, it's just months! 5 months to be exact O,O)
Tonight I've decided to post a blog because my mind is in a roller coaster right now, at the first phase of the ride.
There's someone that occupies my mind this last few days.
----------------and now my mind is blank,what will I write now?...------ ah okie,,,
Naguguluhan lang kasi ako, my friend keeps teasing me to him, and little by little feelings start to grow. <3
Everyone says he's nice, kind, "gwapo", "masipag" and a lot of good traits.. so plus points for that.
There are times that I've suddenly lost my mind when I saw him.
As of now, I think I like him........
pero kung kailan nakilala ko siya, tsaka naman mawawalan ng pagkakataon na makita ko siya. He will not study anymore, I'm so excited when I learned that we are at the same university and now??? he will not study anymore. T_T he needs to work hard for his brothers and family (sigh, he's so kind. how can't I fall in love with this guy?).
Earlier, he have a long time chatting with us (but not directly talking with me).
while listening to his stories my mind says.."I don't like him!". it's not that I don't really like him (ofcourse I do!) I'm just afraid..................................................
Afraid to be loved.
Afraid to be rejected.
Afraid to be hurt.
Afraid to disappoint someone.
Afraid to be lost.
Afraid to be turned down.
Kahit ayaw kong isipin, pero sa tuwing magkakagusto ako sa isang tao lagi ko na lang naiisip,"karapat dapat ba ako sa kanya?, baka i'm too BAD for him." Baka hindi niya ko magustuhan... baka.... pur0 na lang ganun, I kept thinking positive things pero ito talga yung pumapasok sa utak ko (Please get out of my mind,!!)
I'm so excited to be loved, so excited to express my love for someone. Pero paano?,
I've always dream na kapag nagkaspecial someone ako, he will teach me many things that I need to learn in relationships (because it will be my first time). Pero paano?...
haaaayyyy...
It's been years since the last time I've goes here (keke, it's just months! 5 months to be exact O,O)
Tonight I've decided to post a blog because my mind is in a roller coaster right now, at the first phase of the ride.
There's someone that occupies my mind this last few days.
----------------and now my mind is blank,what will I write now?...------ ah okie,,,
Naguguluhan lang kasi ako, my friend keeps teasing me to him, and little by little feelings start to grow. <3
Everyone says he's nice, kind, "gwapo", "masipag" and a lot of good traits.. so plus points for that.
There are times that I've suddenly lost my mind when I saw him.
As of now, I think I like him........
pero kung kailan nakilala ko siya, tsaka naman mawawalan ng pagkakataon na makita ko siya. He will not study anymore, I'm so excited when I learned that we are at the same university and now??? he will not study anymore. T_T he needs to work hard for his brothers and family (sigh, he's so kind. how can't I fall in love with this guy?).
Earlier, he have a long time chatting with us (but not directly talking with me).
while listening to his stories my mind says.."I don't like him!". it's not that I don't really like him (ofcourse I do!) I'm just afraid..................................................
Afraid to be loved.
Afraid to be rejected.
Afraid to be hurt.
Afraid to disappoint someone.
Afraid to be lost.
Afraid to be turned down.
Kahit ayaw kong isipin, pero sa tuwing magkakagusto ako sa isang tao lagi ko na lang naiisip,"karapat dapat ba ako sa kanya?, baka i'm too BAD for him." Baka hindi niya ko magustuhan... baka.... pur0 na lang ganun, I kept thinking positive things pero ito talga yung pumapasok sa utak ko (Please get out of my mind,!!)
I'm so excited to be loved, so excited to express my love for someone. Pero paano?,
I've always dream na kapag nagkaspecial someone ako, he will teach me many things that I need to learn in relationships (because it will be my first time). Pero paano?...
haaaayyyy...
I WANT TO LOVE YOU!,
Sana maging close pa tayo.
Sana maging friends tayo.
Sana malaman ko yung mga bagay na makapagpapasaya sayo.
Sana magawa ko yung mga bagay na yon.
Sana magkakilala pa tayo ng lubusan.
Sana magkaroon ng pagkakataon na magkasama tayo.
Sana mapansin mo ko.
Sana in the future magkaroon ka ng feelings with me.
Sana mabasa mo to.
Sana maging happy tayong lahat. =D
Well this is the end of my post.
Thank you Mr. Nice Guy, dahil sayo muling nabuhay ang blog ko... aywabyu na!... =DDD
Have a nice day!...
God Bless!
Goodluck!..
Inosenteng Tumatanggi,
P.S. "the worst form of Ignorance is rejecting something without knowing about it." SAPUL!
