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    Sunday, July 31, 2011

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         Happiness. The thing that I always seek. In some point of my life I've realized that happiness become selfishness. Selfishness means thinking only for yourself - without considering everyone around. I always want to understand all the people around me, I always want to know what they think about me. I want to be understood, I want to understand everybody. Our home - our house. This is the place where we find comfort. The true attitudes are seen at the house but our's is typically noisy and half filled with anger. There are times that we can't understand each other but I always assure that at the end of the day I must understand them. 

     I want to do so many things. I want a happy family. A complete,transparent,faithful,understanding, tightly bonded family that eats together, go out together, pray together, laugh together and solve problems together. I always want to say "I Love You" with my mom, but shame and fear is always with me. I must learn to be confident and fearless because God is always with as long as I do what is right.
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    Fantasy Harry Potter

    Monday, December 27, 2010

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    (This post was made last year for the movie Harry Potter and the Half -Blood Prince)


    Lot's of fantasy this week,
    Nung July 16 ang showing ng "HARRY POTTER", at syempre hindi ngpahuli ang loka, nuod pa din kmi sa premier nya, and my incredible experience follows:

    Morning pa lng that day, uber na sa lakas ang rain outside, and nung umagang yun hindi ko talga akalain na matutupad ang dream ko na manuod ng HP6 sa premier nun, grabe! mngiyak ngiyak ako sa tuwing icocommercial ang trailer sa tv.(ewan hindi ko lam kung bakit). paguwi ko pa lng wala na tlgang maskyan n jeep dhil sa laks ng ulan, baha daw kzi, edi tuloy pa din ang rain, nasa bahay na aqo and nagyaya ang mama ko na manuod ng sine, medyo hindi ako naexcite kzi prang hindi matutuloy, laks ng ulan eh, pero miracles happened, medyo sprinkle na lng ung ulan, umalis kmi sa house ng 5 pm, edi! tudo happyyy na ko nyan!, ndi ko tlga ineexpect ang susunod na mgyayri, ................and usual na 15 minutes na byahe from our house to SM, guess how long it took?, sobrang ikling 3 hours lng nman!!!!!, parang mas mabuti pa tumakbo kaysa magcommute sa mga oras na yun, sobrang lumakas ang ulan habang nakasakay kami, tpoz baha pa!, nagkaroon ng instant ilog sa kalsada with matching waves pa yun ha, first time ko naexperience yung ganun, parang tatangayin ng tubig yung jeep na sinasakyan namin, "ngayon ko lng nlamn 2-in-1 pla ang mga jeep, pwede pang land pwede pang water haha!... ".. sa wakz makakapanuod na kmi ng HP, nanuod kmi ng 8:30, excited aqu sa una, kya lng dala ng sobrang pagod at antok hindi ko akalain ng tutulugan ko ang favorite kong movie! kaazar! akala ko for a minute lng ako nakatulog, tapoz nung patpoz na... "ei, bkit ganun lng?? anu ngyari??"..11:00 na sya ntpoz eh, .. aun parang walng ngyri. buti na lng.................................................
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    bnigyan aqo ng second chance!!!! yez!!!!, naalala ko may usapan nga pla kmi ng classmates ko na manunuod din kmi ng HP the next saturday, sabi ko "ala, napanuod ko na yan eh", haha anung napanuod?? tinulugan mo kya!,.... ingay ingay ko pa oh, energetic ako and mas excited kaysa nung una.... while im watching sbi ko "ala, bkit nung nanuod ako ala atang scene na gnyan??" buti n lng thimik ako kung hindi mapapahiya ako sa knila... hihi!!! sobrang naenjoy ko and naintindihan ko sya this time...
    kung nung unang nuod ko medyo napipilitan lng akong magsabing maganda sya dhil nga "fanatic" aqo,.....
    ngayon itu lng ang msasabi ko.."harry potter is a unique film you can't miss, you must learn every detail to let u satisfy!, truly remarkable!".. nakzz nose bleeddd!!!
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    the best scene in HP 6?...
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    Pwedeng Mainlove?

    Thursday, November 11, 2010

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                 HELLo WORLD!
                It's been years since the last time I've goes here (keke, it's just months! 5 months to be exact O,O)


    Tonight I've decided to post a blog because my mind is in a roller coaster right now, at the first phase of the ride.


    There's someone that occupies my mind this last few days.
    ----------------and now my mind is blank,what will I write now?...------ ah okie,,,
    Naguguluhan lang kasi ako, my friend keeps teasing me to him, and little by little feelings start to grow. <3
    Everyone says he's nice, kind, "gwapo", "masipag" and a lot of good traits.. so plus points for that.
    There are times that I've suddenly lost my mind when I saw him.
    As of now, I think I like him........
    pero kung kailan nakilala ko siya, tsaka naman mawawalan ng pagkakataon na makita ko siya. He will not study anymore, I'm so excited when I learned that we are at the same university and now??? he will not study anymore. T_T he needs to work hard for his brothers and family (sigh, he's so kind. how can't I fall in love with this guy?).




                  Earlier, he have a long time chatting with us (but not directly talking with me).
    while listening to his stories my mind says.."I don't like him!". it's not that I don't really like him (ofcourse I do!) I'm just afraid..................................................


    Afraid to be loved.
    Afraid to be rejected.
    Afraid to be hurt.
    Afraid to disappoint someone.
    Afraid to be lost.
    Afraid to be turned down.


    Kahit ayaw kong isipin, pero sa tuwing magkakagusto ako sa isang tao lagi ko na lang naiisip,"karapat dapat ba ako sa kanya?, baka i'm too BAD for him." Baka hindi niya ko magustuhan... baka.... pur0 na lang ganun, I kept thinking positive things pero ito talga yung pumapasok sa utak ko (Please get out of my mind,!!) 


     I'm so excited to be loved, so excited to express my love for someone. Pero paano?,
    I've always dream na kapag nagkaspecial someone ako, he will teach me many things that I need to learn in relationships (because it will be my first time). Pero paano?...    
    haaaayyyy...
     I WANT TO LOVE YOU!,
    Sana maging close pa tayo.
    Sana maging friends tayo.
    Sana malaman ko yung mga bagay na makapagpapasaya sayo.
    Sana magawa ko yung mga bagay na yon.
    Sana magkakilala pa tayo ng lubusan.
    Sana magkaroon ng pagkakataon na magkasama tayo.
    Sana mapansin mo ko.
    Sana in the future magkaroon ka ng feelings with me.
    Sana mabasa mo to.
    Sana maging happy tayong lahat.  =D

    Well this is the end of my post.
    Thank you Mr. Nice Guy, dahil sayo muling nabuhay ang blog ko... aywabyu na!... =DDD
    Have a nice day!...
    God Bless!
    Goodluck!..

                                                                                                                           Inosenteng Tumatanggi,
                                                                                                               
    P.S. "the worst form of Ignorance is rejecting something without knowing about it." SAPUL!
                                                                                                                                 

    Dear Frontliner

    Sunday, May 30, 2010

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    Dear Frontliner / Face
        Kumusta ka na? Unang una I made this letter kasi humihingi ako ng Sorry sayo.
        Pasensya kung lahat ata ng over-the-counter products na try mo na. Pasensya kung hindi pa din nagbabago at hindi pa din natin naachieve ang ating goal (clear, white, glowing skin,!). Sa dinami dami ng na try natin hanggang ngayon hindi pa din natin alam kung anu talaga ang effective. Minsan dumating ang time na it got worst pa na parang ayaw ko nang tumingin sa ibang tao. Pero kahit ganun sobrang trying hard pa din ako na maghanap ng best gamot for our problem. Hindi ako natatakot magtry ng kahit ano kahit na maging posible na baka maging kamatis na ikaw. Gusto ko lng ksi mawala na yang mga yan sayo. Napansin ko na ubos na naman ung ginagamit nating cream at  parang wala namang naging improvement kaya nagpunta ako sa grocery. Matagal akong tumayo at pinagmasdan ang products na nasa harap ko. Sabi ko "lahat yun natry ko na." pero bakit ganun hindi ko pa din alam kung alin ang pinakamaganda, after 10 minutes I decided with this product. iba na naman pero na try ko na dati ngayon tatry ko ulit. Kanina habang namimili ako sa grocery sabi ko "Ang biggest dream ko sayo ay mkapag pacheck up at humingi ng tulong sa isang magaling at legitimate na Dermatologist!". Kaya lng kailan naman kaya yun?. Pero hindi ako nawawalan ng pag- asa! naniniwala ako na balang araw makakamtan din natin ang ating minimithi!.
      
        Muli, humihingi ako ng tawad at madami pang pasensya. Sabay nating haharapin ang lahat ng taong makakasalubong natin ng may ngiti (at minsan may simangot). Hindi big deal ang pimps na yan, what is important is the inner and the expression .....! (pero minsan criteria din yun T_T) . Ah basta wag ka lng susuko . Maraming maraming salamat sayu.!
    P.S.    maraming salamat kay Photoshop at Picasa... dahil ginagawa nilang kalugod lugod ang aking primary pics...SALAMAT... MUAX....!!
                                                                                                                               nagmamahal,
                                                                                                     makulit pero hindi nawawalan ng pag-asa
                                                                                                                               myeunni