Hello Mhay

The darkness started to cover the sky I'm starring at, heavy rain will come.
It addends the burden I felt in my heart,
I want to cry but I don't know any reason to cry,
shout out loud until my voice were gone,
by this time
I felt heaviness, burden, aches, darkness.
Its really dark, as dark as the clouds in the sky outside,
How can it be gone?,
smile?,/no!,
that's not enough,
happiness???,
where can I find you?,
even I have a million
I don't even know where can I find it,
I'm going to die,
the heavy burden in my heart started to eat me as a whole,
Down there, they're bringing me there,
Im too weak to resist,
but I dont want there,
Im tired of darkness,
tired of being like this,
I want light,
light...
light of Goodness..=)
Hope...........................................